Tuesday, November 29, 2011

The Friend Zone


Been there
It sucks
I loved her and all she had was
“Thanks”

I gave her the world
She gave me dirt
I gave her my heart
She smacked it
“That hurt”

She’s there
Still sucks
She loves me and all I can say is
“Thanks”

I know she tries to gimme the world
I look away and stare at the dirt
She hands me her heart and…
I’m hurt.

I’ve been on both sides
Neither is fun
And with your heart on your sleeve
The loneliest number…
Is no longer 1

Always Take Time…

I stop
And smell the roses
They are sweet after the rain, and I smile

I walk
And see the sunflowers
They look right at the sun without shades, and I laugh

I trip and fall on my face
And a tulip smacks me in the eye
I growl at it’s brazenness and then pluck it as revenge

I walk some more and turn around
I see the colors
I smell the aromas
I hear the breeze soughing through the flowers and I sigh…
Just before laying down in a field of Poppies to sleep like Dorothy.

Skeletons

I found him on the floor
Looked like a puddle of chocolate sauce
I turned my brother over and…
That’s not chocolate sauce

His shirt was all red
I could not tell
From where he had bled
All I knew was
“My brother is dead.”

Now some years later, I’m grown
I have family and kids of my own
But there are more than just shirts and ties in my closet…
Hanging on a hook, next to my lucky belt,
Is his skeleton

Since that day, I have had it
In my closet
In my car on the way to work
Even in the shower while I scrub myself down
His corpse rests in a cemetery hundreds of miles away with a very nice headstone.
And yet his skeleton is something I cannot be far enough away from

I did not kill him
But I knew who did
My brother’s dead body was the result of him finding our father touching our baby sister
My brother drew his prized switchblade and cut
Our father grabbed it…and thrust the blade to my brother’s gut

And now, because I saw it all and said nothing…
My brother’s skeleton in my closet serves as a gentle, daily reminder of my silence

R.I.P.

Monday, November 21, 2011

Peacemaker


Taking blade to throat
Taking pen to paper
Two "equal" methods of bringing about peace
I am now a killer
Peace is made by my hand
Not merely kept by my handwriting

Taking pen to paper
Taking blade to throat
Two "equal" methods of bringing about peace
I am now a diplomat
Peace is made by my penmanship
Not merely kept by my swordplay

Taking sword in one hand
Taking pen in the other
Now this is a sight to behold
A true dual-wielder of war
One hand to cut down thine enemies
One hand to write down a peace treaty.

Now I must cast one aside
A killer or a diplomat?
My records of each are equally great
My life has been lived by the blade and I always swore to die by it
My life has turned to the sharpest weapon being only my wit
I love death as I love my life
I love peace as I love death

I made the choice of diplomat
I'm damn fine at it
But my heart still aches to spill blood

I'm not a killer anymore...
Or am I?